i love saba!!

6/5/2017, 9/23/2018

part 1

part 2

part 3

part 4

    saba is mine!!

    12/6/2018

    i love saba!! literally, i love her so much.. i trust her with my entire life and i would do absolutely anything for her, and that’s the truth!! taking to saba is my favorite thing ever, and it’s super satisfying writing gay paragraphs for her omg.. her reactions are always so cute and i’m already on the verge of tears fucjfHJD i can’t go a single day or even hour without talking to her and talking about how in love i am with her HSJSJH... and holy shit i can tell how much she loves and cares about me, and that’s honestly crazy to me because i’ve never acknowledged things like that!! and whenever i have the slightest negative feelings she makes me feel like a whole ass saint 0.2 seconds later oh fucj oh f?! she motivates me so so much too.. before i met her i honestly didn’t even want to live or get out of bed omg... now i have so many goals and dreams and it’s all because of saba!! she influenced me in such an amazing way and i will never get over that!! i’m such a positive and motivated person now, and i wouldn’t be the same without saba!! she’s extremely smart and has such good grades ohmyog i look up to her so much... i’m so happy she opened up to me and that i get to see the very best of her!! there’s so much more to her than i would’ve ever thought.. she’s so full of personality and everything about her is so so so cute and attractive omg.. my poor heart can’t take it SNSKNW and i love all of her flaws.. they aren’t even flaws in my eyes, they’re just more reasons to love her?!?! how does that even work omg... that’s so gay erika plea sto stopg OKAYSH.. i know saba’s the full package and all of this sounds really promising but Fuck you saba is mine and nobody else is allowed to touch her or i’ll drown you in my shark infested bathtub pleasr stoppg >:( omg i just.. i love saba and i’s relationship so fucju*𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓎 much and i cherish it with my entire soul omg.. the future we’ve built together and what we have now means absolutely everything to me, and i’d do anything to keep it!! i refuse to lose saba after all we’ve done and gone through.. i’ve never formed such a strong bond with someone, and this is one i definitely never want to lose!! i’m happiest when talking to saba (damn i must be happy all the time then haha bro br) and the way we spam each other’s dms with love and random things while the other is sleeping is so so cute.. if i didn’t have that to look forward to then i’d probably wake up even later SJHSHJ and she has such good taste in everything omg... she’s super creative and artistic too!! all of her edits and drawings are extremely good and they make me so so happy... my favorite comfort food is saba’s talent mmm cromch cromchf chew chew swallowm@ofhuck i love saba so much it’s crazy.. ALSOwe bond and get extremely excited over cats, desserts, etc so much and it warms my heart.. those are such cute moments and my heart is warm just thinking about how excited she gets when i send her a video/picture of a cute cat or a dessert omg... definitely something i should do even moreSJNSJNW and omg i will never forget the day i got my first phone and on my first phone call we exchanged i love yous... that was the softest shit ever and her reaction was so cute ohMYGOFJFN i’m so warm im gonna start crtiyng@ohgofn AND SHE’S LIKE, THE LEAST ANNOYING PERSOM EBER OMG i’m so happy she trusts me and rants to me... and i really want to teach her to love herself!! she deals with a ton of shit everyday and it makes me want to give her a big fat hug and kiss (even more than usual shh).. like,, i’m extremely in love with her and i’m happy about it!! i have so much hope that we’ll meet irl someday and have such a lovely future together omg.. i want to spend every single second i’m alive on this planet with saba!! omg that would literally be eternal happiness for both of us fuck yeah i’m in OK WAIR IT’S GLITCHING AND I DINT REALLY LIKE THJS FONT BUT UHMGMGM YEAH I LOVE SABA SO SO MUCH!!

    i am In Love

    1/4/2019

    hello it’s 12:30am and i’ve redone this 3 times but it is.. saba lovemail time once again!! like.. i literally have So much love to let out but my followers hate me and i already mention saba on 95% of my posts now oops.. so i was like Oh fuck! thats rught i have a LOVRMAIL... so i am going to stress relive myself by trying to word some more of my feelings towards sabb.... first thing’s first, i fucking love saba!! like. nobody will ever understand how much i love her?? i think about her every. single. second. i’m not even joking i coulf be trying to solve a math problem or cooking and my mind would only be processing things like “omg its 12pm i hope saba packed a lunch today i love saba” y thWait queen just game on dontstop me now cuzim having agood timr idonnt wanna sotp at allo aaahhha ahah ahhOk anyways, and like... somehow our personalities are perfect for each other?? like.. like uhmm peanut butter and jelly Yeah you get my drift bruhBUT LISTEN WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER PERFECTLY YET WE’RE SO DIFFERENT... and everyone else i’ve been close to like.. always assumed i hated them constantly and vise versa AND IT WAS JUST SO ROUGH AND LOWKEY UNHEALTHY... but i know saba loves me!! even if there’s the random mood drops/doubts we always deal with them super easily!! instead of bottling things up & making indirects we’re like.. honest amd tell each other everything AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY IMG... i trust her with my life and i Know she loves me a fuckimg ton ohymjd... we never sleep sad/doubtful andn its so cute omg we just... lift each other’s spirits so much god we are sucfh a FUCMIMG POWER COUPLE... Listen i forgot how i was going to word that stuff but u knowwhat i emean Yeas!!.. also she does so so fujugh much for me?? like.. get u a girl who will literally help you try to get into a school that means a lot to me.. and helping me through all of my breakdowns on the way.... oh fuck i lovesaba ??? i want to always be there for her... i will literally stop everything i’m doing and/or stay up Days straight for her.. and i reallyj cant wait to call her more!! her voice is the cutest sound ever ((🔞🔞)) and uhmgm.. i really want to slep with her and fall alseep withh her...... even if its just while skyping or somethungm please i woulfq doanything please i loveher so much.... ssshes so fucking adorabke when she talks about absolutely Everythung or does Anythung likr... ask her yourself she willl literally agree that i call her cute everytime she does simething oh dab.....MR ELTON JOHN! like Please saba if you’re reading this oleasolewaols ramble to me about how much you love or hate somethimg i wikk get so soft my heart will fly my soul will pee my cat will meow mFUVJF!!” i will do absolutely anything to stay this close (and get a lot more closer) with saba fir the rest of my life!!! i will never find anyone else quite like her and uhm.. without her there’ll be a huge hole in my heart n existence.. likr i won’t be whole and i never will be agaunf i i lose herESIR IM STARTING TO CRY SORRYDJM I, LITERALLY TEARIMG UO I WILL NEVER LOSE SABA EVERRRRTJGMDB,fF!”!! i have the majority of my future with sab planned out.. and i will do anythung to keep it!!!!! it means everythung in the universe to mee!!!!”!!!!m!km i love how close we are hhgnf... i can say anything to her and i know she wont judge me.... which is honestly rare (this is directed to 98% friends please love me stop abusing m) ahhfhn i really want to kiss saba bbro... i literally lay in bed for hours thinking about sabbf and how much i love heeerrrrrrrr....! of course i always think about that but Listen i’m specifically talking about those times fully dedicated to thinking about and loving saba...... and img j kove staying up until past 2am just talking about silly things and giving each other sssooo much lovveee!! iwant to cuddle with saba si badkt waut its glitching oh fuck but uhm... i love my strawberry wifey so much! my heart feels squishy when she’s passionate about things annd uhm i want to lay with her and play games or ramble about thingns!! i love when we play animal crossing n stuff together too... it makes me so happy and g#ggayh and fucj she literally changed me im so many positive ways??!! my definition of love is different and mmuch more important now too....,jjihbjh it feels like i’ve known her my entire life.. yet at the same time she’s like. everything i’ve needed and wanted my entire life?? its like before we met there was such an.. empty void?? idk but im so glad i have her in my life now, and that i can confidently call her mine!! i have no regrets at all!! the very last thing i’d ever even think about regretting was meeting and opening up saba..!! it’s like when we first met i judt.. felt something Spark and i was like oh fuck . she’s the one i love her i will marry her . ANDRHIS ISNT EVEN A JOKE LIKE I SWEAR I WAS SO ODDLY ATTACHED TO HER EVEN THOUGHSHE WAS SO.. OBVIOUSLY LONELY AND DISTANT JSNANJ.. ICANT EXPLAIN IT!! saba understands and thats all thag matters because shes peobably the only ine that will ever read thus anyways like. why r u here if ur nit saba. zOk but somethung j find funny is when we first met sabby was soLonely & i had So many close friends/friends in general and people i talked to every single day and i was constantly given love and attention from so many people but LIKE.. i honestly barely talk to anyone that isnt saba anymore and i have absolutely No complaints because likr.. SHES ALL I NEED FVJK.... I’m rarelt ever sad unless something happens irl now?? llike shemakes me so happyyjnjdnvf??? i’ve had 150 unanswered dms for almost a year now?? it felt like a chore answering dms constantly but.. it never Ever has felt like a chore to talk to saba!! this isnt as long as i hoped but i need to wake up early tomorrow oops.. happy 1:40am I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART SABA!! SABBB IS MINNEEEeee hehshsebjsjh

    click on a saba

    saba is babey

    3/23/2019

    oh my god where do i even begin???!!!! this isnt gibba make any sense at all im just gonna ramble about my cutie!! i justjenZ.. i love you so much saba!! like i am at loss for words i jsut.. HOW ADORABLE YOU ARE WHEN UR HAPPY??? THE MOST PRECIOUS THING EVERR!!!! OHMYOVF AND AND andnn whenever you get desserts and yyou get all excited and take pictures of them and talk about them andn my heart go BOOOOMM BOOM!!!!! and you are Super SUPER FUCKGI SMART!!! im going to give u a life supply of kissesssn... We are going to live together with all of our solar system kitties and Um hedgehogs and things FUCK we live in fat zoo... i want you to be happy every single day!! i’ll try my best!!! i want to wake up every morning and you be by my side... ccute sleepimg sab sab.... i wannna fall asleep holdinng ypu in my arms.... annd i wnna make you big and healthy breakfasts while ur still sleeping!!! every single day!!! i really love how driven you are... like you put up with so much BULLSHIT!! yet you still try your best!! you are going to get such a good and high paying job with the path ur going I LOVE U SO FUCKFU MUCHHF!!!! you’re the bestest wife i could ever wish for!! youMre so perfect and our personalities blend so so well... I LOVE TOU SO MUCH SABA YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS AND I HOPE YOU KNOW I TBINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE SECOND!! i always look at the clock and think of what period ur in atm and stuff.... I LOVE U DARLING!! i just love you so much..!! i cant wait to spend every single day of my life with tou and make so many amazing memories... this isnt very long but i’ve been writing it throughout thw day for you!! i’d love to travel and see new places with you.. you’d get so excited andg your reactions would be so so wholesome!!!!! i loovve experiencing things wiht you.... good or sorta bad i just appreciate it so much!!! im so thankful for every single second i spend with you saba!! i’ve never loved anyone or anytbing as much as i love you.. you’re the only one i want to love!! i don’t want to ever love anyone else but you.. that just sounds so wrong i cannot see myself with anyone but you!! i can see our bright future together and it’s something i never ever want to lose!! i can’t believe we stopped sayinf no homo 6 months ago already??????!!! that is so crazy FUCK I AM SO HAPPY!!!! im jsut so so happy with you!! ever cute night we have being sappy together.. every morning i wake up with tons of messages from you... every moment i spend with you means so much to me!! every little thing you do!! i can’t even begin to thank you enough for everything you’ve done and just. being in my life in general aahhfnshdb... In a sea of soggy fish sandwiches shut the FUCK UP SPOTIFY ID ONT XARW ok i love u saba and i cannot say it enough!!! we’rw both so equally in love... and i’m so so happy being in love with you!! i used to feel like an idiot because of these feelings but now i’m so happy and comfortable because of these feelings i have for you... ahhfh im extremely happy with you in my life and im so proud of how far we’ve come together!! i just cant say it enough!! you’ve honestly gotten my life together and ive been so happy since i met you and got close to you... you’ve guided me and have been an amazing influence in every way!! i don’t feel as scared or lose anymore.. you’ve really had an amazing impact on me sabbsab and i hope i’ve had the same positive influence on you as well!! i love you.. i love you so much... i’ll never be so in love with anyone else and i have such high expectations that we’ll forever be together!! you’re the only one i need.. sure i’ll make and lose friends but i’ll never lose you!! ever!! we are going to live such a perfect life together and absolutely nothing will stop us!! we both need to stay strong and positive!!

    i love u

    saba day!!

    5/20/2019

    happy birthday saba!! i absolutely love everything about you and i amm. writing this in yhe car so theres gonna be typos and vomit hehe i lovew u ^_^ .. ummm where do i even begin.. this is what.. ur 2nd? birthday since we met?? would be 3rd if we met a littleee earlier but that’s ok!! and that’s so crazy to me.. aahhhfn time is going by fast!! i can’t wait to spend your birthdays with you irl!! and spoil you with lots of desserts and kisses and [🔞] I LOVE YOUUuuu!!!!! ok ok besides all the birthday stuff i just.. really hope today is amazing for you!! you’re so ideal for me and i feel like we blend very very well.. i randomly think about how perfect we are for each other and it makes me aahh >\\\\< !! i’m gonna take you to so manyy fancy places.. annd cook so manny things for youu!!! imm so excited i cannot waiittttt.. and i wanna go on walks at night and hold ur.handjdd aahhhhhjmn....;;;’cnn our future kitties love you very very much!!! Holy shit this is some fuckin road rage right now im gonnashit my pants wtf snsbsnwj i wwant.and need youu and you onlyZz... i want to make you feel like you’re the only other person alive!! i absolutely love every single second i spend with you and every little memory we makw.. I RELALTK LOVE PLAYING GAMES WITH U TOO LIKE i LIVE for little sessions of bandori, idv, ficking roblox, and soon to be minecraft and more hehe 😏😏 especially wheb its just us... because thwn we have each other to ourselves!! and we make a great team as just the two of us hehennfb.. i want to.. go places with you!! and experience new things and different cultures with u!! :Dd i love youSO FFUJCING MUCH I WOUKD DO ANYTBING FOR YOU!!!!!! i could go on for Ages abotu how much i love you and djsfnf it gets more and more intense by the fickijg day!! aahh!!! you are so so special to me and i love watching you grow and learn.. it makes me so happy!! being by your side and experiencingn life with u is the greatest thing ever!! i love how we are extremely comfortable with each other and always have a convo going.. and what the Fuck you literally motivated me and helped me get into one of the best schools and if that isn’t amazing i dont know what is... you are a huge part of my life!! and the reason i’ve come so far!! you are the most uplifting person ever.. and there’s absolutely nothing unhealthy or toxic about you!! absolutely NOTHIGN AT ALL!! yoy make me happier than anything ever has and there isn’t a single moment i haven’t wanted to be with you.. and there never ever will be!! no matter how many struggles we face i will alwayss want to be with you!! :>> you’re extremely smart and i can’t wait to be by your side while you get an amazing job!! i loveeeeLOOOvvve you and i will support you no matter what hebsnsmghsn i love u wifey... i’ve never been this happy and confident until u came into my life.. and i hope you feel the same!! i love you darling.. everything about you and our relationship means the entire universe and beyond to me!! you’re perfect andO HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAXING BIRTHDAY I PVOE YOU I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCHHHH!!! 🧡🧡🧡🧡💓❤️💘💕💖💝💝🦈💗💘💘💞🦈💖💕💖🧡🧡🧡 looks at norton’s limited costume please come home to saba 😄🥺